Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Lately I Been Hard To Reach . . .

"I'm just so fuckin depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump. If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dump"

That quote from Mr. Mathers song Beautiful is definately how i feel right now and for the past 3 weeks. I really dont know what my problem is. It seems as if for a good while i was doing so well everything was looking up for me. every since my grandma died and my fam on my dad side screwed me and my sister over seems as if i just been in a constant spiral downward into this path of unfathomable depression. It seems as if the weight of the world is pressing down on me to squeeze every ounce life out of me. The bad thing about this is i dont see any light at the end of the tunnel so its hard to look ahead and past this. Well my few followers keep me in you prayers and i guess despite all of this i shall continue to blog.

1 comment:

Breezi F said...

Derek! Aww I a know how you feel because I have been going through in and out depression slumps throughout this pregnancy. ALl you can do is be faithful and pray. I'm praying for you. Keep your head up. ♥